Break Up

by Kate
(UEA Dubai)

i almost broke up with my fiance 1 week ago because of my son, which ls not his. The reason is i told him how my son has started to do things which are worrying. So my fiance started to accuse me of spoiling my son and an argument rose up.

i went home. i took one glass of wine, which he ls against. Later he ask me to see hm and he smelled the wine. i told him the reason was because we had argued and he texted me that our relationship was over. i want to drink something so as to sleep.

To him, forgiving ls like a dream. He told me that he will never trust me again. For two weeks i have been trying to bring back our relationship, but in vain.

Two days ago, he found some pornographic movie on my laptop. Which 4 sure was a big mistake because of downloading series, soap operas, movies, songs etc. So when he found that in my laptop, I was also shocked to see it. i tried to explain to him i didn't do anything like that, crying from my heart, and said he never believed me until today.

i love him so much. i want him to be the father of my kids. He knows but he said he'll never trust me. So tell me what to do. Can i still go on with him without him trusting me?