I thought he was a great lad, but then it all changed..........
by ashleigh johnson
I have been going out with a lad called Jack for at least 5 months and I really really liked him. I am 13 years old and we were in his house alone as his parents were out. We were sat on his bed and I was texting my mate. He thought i was texting my ex and snatched the phone off me and threw it against the wall. I went to go and pick it up. But then he grabbed hold of my hair and dragged me back on the bed. Then he dragged down my trousers and underwear and undone his jeans and boxers. Then he forced himself inside me. It was so painful. After he was done, he told me: if you tell anyone about this im going to kill you. I ran out his house and ran and ran until I could run no more. I crossed a bridge over a river and had this funny feeling that I would just throw myself off. But I couldn't. So I ran home and went straight to my room and cried all night. I didn't tell anyone because i was deeply in love with him. My mam knew something was wrong but I didn't tell her anything. Then I was due my period but it didn't come. So I got my pocket money, went down to the clinic and bought a pregnancy test. It was positive. I started getting a bump. I didn't tell anyone. Then Jack texted me saying: meet me at the park. So I went and he told me that he was sorry for what he did and he loved me and wanted to make it work. But I didn't want him back. I did still love him though, despite what he did to me. He noticed my bump and asked me if I was pregnant. I said yer I am. Then wherever I go he follows me all the time and begs me to take him back. I told my mam I was pregnant because I got raped by jack. But I didn't want an abortion. I wanted that baby and I wanted jack. So I told him to meet me in the park and asked him to help me with the baby. He went with me for the scans, bought me baby gifts and looked after me. I left school and my mam hired a home school teacher. 7 months later I gave birth to a baby girl and I named it Emily. Now I'm back at school and focused on my future
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